The main characters motivation seems to be her brother. The reason the main characters motivation seems to be her brother is due to the death of him. It had appeared that her brother had died to the drug of coccaine. but she seems to think more of it. and she wants to know why. now knowing that shes not really considerd the talking type or well known among her peers. Its going to seem kind of hard to seek out this information. This is why i feel he is her motivatin. she keeps herself hidden and is as quit as a mouse. now she must learn to raise her voice and speak out. Stand up and be seen. Only the motivation of the death of her brother can do this to a girl who hides herself from even a mirror.